当她踏入第九个国王的国境时，她拼命找寻国王的踪影。
太傻了。
地域之大、天地之广，从何寻起？
就算找到了宫殿，戒备森严，又如何冲破一切，直达中心？

left my lappie to do some other things..
and when i was back, it was having a slideshow of my birthday pics..
looking thru these pics, simply put the smile back to my face.
at times when you’re down, never forget to constantly remind urself of how much ppl around u loves you.
and thank goodness i have memories of my lovely party with lovely ppl and pictures to remind me of these.

this brought me back to wad rina wrote on my card: “你也千万千万要记得有很多人来参加你粉红粉红的party, 给你很多很多的祝福。所以咧（你这个幸福的人），不要太容易emo,因为（真的）有很多人在罩着你。”

说一句老套的话，我何德何能，有这么多人为我庆祝生日。
whenever the emo bitch in me starts appearing, i will try to kick it back using these memories containing my moments of happiness where the only time in my whole life (till now) i had so many ppl there for me, celebrating the 21st yr of my birth. thank u all once again, with all my heart.

P.S. i miss u rina >.<

lets face the truth.
if u are still talking abt a certain something, you have not gotten over it.
getting over it does not mean talking abt it again and saying that you have gotten over it.

stop giving yourself and others a hard time.
treat yourself better by treating others better.
give yourslef a break by giving others some slack.
you will be happier.
seriously.

there’s always moments in life when you feel that the whole world owes you a living.
but when you are constantly having these moments every other day, there’s not much living that the world can lend you.

turning from one satan to another does not make the situation better.
it still brings you to hell.

we all have our bad moments.
but not all the time.

am blogging not because im gg to update abt my life or watsoever. shall do the updates during recess week which is the week after next.

the reason for this entry is that.
i am extremely unhappy that a question to be has turned into a statement.
some things are meant to be asked and not told.
this is basic respect.
nobody is obliged to do anything.
and so.
be careful with ur words and sentence structure.
this is respect.

and then when its not meant to be questioned, u questioned.
who are u to question abt that?
and in a reprimanding tone, to add on to my fire.
constant disrespect to us has shown much.
stop ur nonsense and start to show respect.

最近爱上方大同的歌。
他的音乐，不是典型的 love song.
不是那种听了就想哭的歌。
而是令我听了能够放松自我的歌。
我不是懂音乐的人，不会分音乐总类，单纯的觉得他的歌很好听。

I wrote this song it’s not too long
cos’ I’ve been thinking ’bout you
I wrote this song maybe I’m wrong
To be caught up about you

Well I dont know what you think ’bout me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love you see

Oh it’s a singalong song that’s not too long
It’s when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos’ baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

I wrote this song it’s not too long
Cos’ I’m the one who loves you
I wrote this song this can’t be wrong
I don’t wanna smile without you

Well I just want to make you happy
but maybe you want nothing at all
and how I wish that you’re meant to be
forever and a day with me

Oh it’s a singalong song that’s not too long
It’s when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos’ baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

In everyway you mean more to me
than you’ll ever know
girl I’ll do my best to show these words are true
and if you’d like to make a song
and be a perfect harmony with me
I’d find the greatest words sing
so we could write our own romance

Oh it’s a singalong song that’s not too long
It’s when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos’ baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Oh it’s a singalong song that’s not too long
It’s when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos’ baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Cos’ baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

每个人都有软弱和坚强。当遇到事情时，软弱和坚强就会在心里拔河，谁赢了就当主宰者。

两者之间的主宰者是意志。而人往往在晓得自己必须坚强时却常常屈服于对于软弱的贪婪。屈服的原因，不必多说。

当我在键盘上打入文字时，排列顺序又是否已揭露了我的性情？
又或许，我只是在瞎掰？
哈。
黑、白、灰，你又选择哪一方？

I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED UR FLIGHT!
I DAMN HELL CANT BELIEVE IT!
I WAS ALREADY THERE AT 8 PLUSSSSSSSSSSS

am crying like a kid now.
terribly upset. more than that actually.
ARGHHHH
how could they reschedule ur flight!!!!!
DAMN IT.

i havent hug u…